August 2010
16 posts
dreams
Dreams..
gasping for air, lungs pounding short.
try to run, just standing still,
arms stretched out, paddling the air.
kicking and panting, running scared.
moments so slow, I cant hide,
eyes wide shut, flickering fast,
digging deeper into the air.
screaming and yelling running scared.
darkness demise, lights dimmed low.
blood splattered walls, home unknown,
eerie voices, echo in the...
“sometimes it better off saying nothing, than really saying how you feel. Fuck that is shithouse”
just one more, please!
another day to the bottle.
god dam how many can you drink
sip an sip until you cant sleep
then wake at all hours in the morning to no sleep.
the mumble jumble sounds so swell
the ash on my tongue is so sweet
but my dirty breathe in the morning
some listerine to retreat.
as the many days that pass
working hard to forget
the afternoons that make me bright
only to forget that life’s...
until the end
as I sat by myself, the window jammed, the door locked.
Nothing is outside, I mean nothing in my mind.
escaped from the macabre in dwelling of life.
standing strong but weak inside.
But as I grace my thought, my heart beating against my mind.
Ive got lost before I knew I’d lost my mind.
apparent, yet clueless, do you have a question?
a answer is always requisite, doubled by pain.
I struggle...
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“I don’t want to find truth in life, only in myself”
layers
Filled with complex layers and hidden agendas, you might find yourself lost throughout the progress of this babble, as myself have been lost ‘mentally’ since the day I can remember how to think. As this is what Ive been diagnosed with.
A borderline personality disorder is the official naming for this person sitting against my chair. Borderline personality disorder (BPD) is a...
